horrible insomnia last night. and horrible hair today. i am going to be random...

about my blog post yesterday (on being pretty damn happy, and what people tend to blog about): i thought more about it last night while not sleeping, and realized that from the age of 25-35, things really sucked. i dealt with some devestating deaths. i lost a close friend (james) and family (step-dad, grandma and dad) all in a 2 year span. then crippling depression. a messy breakup and a badly broken leg. more depression. weightloss surgery, weightloss, 2 difficult relationships, wine, weight gain. it's exhausting to think about! so to my friends struggling right now: give it 10 years and see how much better it gets!


food and beverage review: i am currently loving kashi's TLC stoneground 7 grain crackers, chex mix strawberry yogurt snacks, and enviga fizzy green tea energy drink. i would also like to recommend mcdonald's coffee, but sadly, they have sent me off with another dripping cup, so back to starbuck's.


a final announcement on how i will suck: from now until my work project goes "live" (and to the global audience) i am going to be more stressed then usual. i will be distracted, forget to answer emails, and be a generally crappy friend and relative. live date is 9/7/07. after that i'll need a few days to collapse, then will go back to be the awesome friend, super cool daughter and perfect girlfriend everyone knows me to be.