i have a very slim chance of getting an interview with a huge company for a ton of money. and it's downtown, which i miss so much. if i even get an interview, i have an even slimmer chance of getting the job. it's a conserative company, as in, not a lot of tattooed chubby girls running around in weird chunky shoes. if i can get my resume perfect, and get an actual interview, i can cover most tattoos (see above pic) but not the neck one. so to be perfectly honest, the only way i am getting in is on personality. now, i can be a good bullshit artist, but i don't know if i am THAT good. but it's a huge amount of money, especially for a chick with a high school diploma.

so the game plan is beef up the resume, get rid of the blue toe nails and get an outfit together that hides most of my ink. if i get in, then the weird shit can slowly start to come out. although my poor little mermaid baby (see above) may never see the light of day at this place.

come to me.....i am your leader......... that halloween costume was the best ever!!!

this week has been a long one. stuck at work late, tired and itching (not sure why.) but i noticed that after writing my blog about being fat and not feeling ashamed, something changed. i felt better and was happy to eat healthy. i decided to give up wine completely. and for the last few days i've felt amazing. i can't sleep for shit, but who cares?

ok, i am still stuck at work an insanely tired, so i'll end this and write more later. ba bye!

my friend cathy emailed me some important info and i wanted to spread the word:

Paramedics will turn to a victim's cell phone for clues to that person's identity. You can make their job much easier with a simple idea that they are trying to get everyone to adopt: ICE.

ICE stands for In Case of Emergency. If you add an entry in the contacts list in your cell phone under ICE, with the name and phone no. of the person that the emergency services should call on your behalf, you can save them a lot of time and have your loved ones contacted quickly. It only takes a few moments of your time to do. Paramedics know what ICE means and they look for it immediately. ICE your cell phone NOW! Please pass this along