i've had some major revelations recently, and thought i'd ramble on a bit....

first of all, i realized this weekend that i will never drink again. you see, i've noticed recently that alcohol really never makes anything better, and almost always makes things worse. since i stopped drinking, i always thought i could try again and be moderate, a "normal drinker". maybe i could.... but i will never try it. life feels too good now.

the next revelation is that i am a hermit. it's my nature to enjoy being alone for the most part. i have friends and family that i love and spend time with, but hanging out at home with the cats and dogs, my books and crayons, is what i enjoy mostly. and that's ok!!!

the third revelation involves a goiter. i saw a guy downtown who looked as though he swallowed a football, and it occured to me that, "hey, my life could be worse! at least i don't have a goiter!!!" now that's deep. :o)

and finally, i realize that i fucking hate robots! they scare the bejezus out of me.