a quick and rambling overview of the last few days
(my actual dental mold, with busted front tooth)
it’s still hard being “the new kid” in school, but also a nice break from the super high stress at the last job. i’ve only been here a few days and no one expects me to be responsible for anything! i am just playing around with the software, trying to get a feel for things.
i have not bought fast food or lunch out so far. 3 whole days! a record for me. i waited until the 2nd day at work to unpack all my weird crap. the new boss seemed especially disturbed by the pink feather pen with glittery pink easter chick on top.
the commute is way better then driving downtown. it takes me 20-30 minutes now. it would take 45 minutes to get downtown on a good day. and every morning i’ve driven in with the most beautiful sunrises, all pink and glowing orange. it’s a good sign!
something odd is going on and i am sleeping. i mean, sleeping like a normal person! i go to bed and actually fall asleep within 20 minutes. i sleep through the night, maybe waking up once to let the dogs out. and i wake up rested. what in the hell is going on??? i have never slept well and have battled insomnia since i was a kid. i have been off ambien for almost a year. i only take herbal sleep remedies like melatonin or valerian root. i have cut back on caffeine during the day and drinking way less beer in the evenings. maybe it’s all working, and maybe i am “relaxed” since starting the new job. who knows....
i und a cool article on ways to stay calm and stop anxiety attacks, read it here. please ignore that is comes from the oprah website.
in blog news, copax is blogging daily! anthony cartouche recommends a crazy movie that i am really curious to see. read about it here. no one else is blogging much, so i may just revamp the peeps & homies list to only those who have blogged in the last month. we shall see...
when i get home i'll add a couple of new photos from work, so you can see where i'm spending time avoiding actual work these days.
also, i really want to see the new p.t. anderson film, "there will be blood", but it's not playing in cleveland still. what the frick-frack??? he's one of my favoriter directors and has cleveland ties, so how could this movie not play here? ridiculous!
man, this is a boring post. i need to find some good pics and call it a day.
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